Fourth Anniversary

How do you express your thoughts when it has been 4 years since our son contacted some terrible infection while in Baylor Hospital that, in my opinion, caused his very untimely death. Missing him and thinking about him is no easier today than 4 years ago. But today, I will count my blessings and try not to dwell on the sad things. My blessings are so many that I will undoubtedly leave some out but here goes:
God and his son Jesus Christ, all of my church family.
My earthly family - Deedie, Mitzi, Amy and Tim and soon to be Little Gabe,, Jason and Melody, Annette..
My sister and her family: Sharon, Ray, Christi, Eddie, Brandon, Madison, McKenna, Steven, Ami, Eric, Kevin, Emily, Shane, Shei, Blake Cade
My aunt Dorothy and cousins Margie and Bobby
All of my friends (and I will miss many) Doug and Linda, Martha, Leigh Ann, Sue, Mary Ellen, Cam, Pat, Linda Y., Dawn, Steve Steele, Steve and Barbara, Charles and Julia, George and Joyce, all of Annette's family, and the list could go on and on.
My home, my air conditioner, our little dog Opie, food in the refrigerator. car in the garage.
I'm thankful for all of the above and that's where my mind will attempt to focus all day. Pray that I will be successful.
Thanks!